Doesn't actually make a difference to me, because the days are flashing by so quickly, I've already lost count. We're closing in on the end of this semester. Submitted our last assignment, Audio Production's radio drama this morning, and boy did it sure feel good. All that's left is BMR and Film exams and I'm done for 2.1!!! Yippeeeee! Awesome riddance to such a treacherous semester.
Been feeling unusually self-conscious of late...., what happened to the days when I didn't give two hoots about how I looked or how others viewed me?! Sigh but it's not exactly a bad thing I guess?! Since friends have been telling me how I'm becoming more like a lady i.e. behaving much more demurely. Learning how to sit properly, dining etiquette, speaking with poise. Almost there! And I've actually been putting effort to dress up instead of looking like I just got out of bed in school everyday. Wonder how long I can keep this up for. Haha. ✌
I guess I'm maturing not just on the outside, but also on the inside. Nowadays I get over things way too quickly. A serious matter would cause me to mull for days previously, but now I simply rage/cry for an hour, sleep and be happy again when I wake up ☺. Yeah that's how I roll haha blame my over-optimism... which could possibly lead to my downfall one day depending on how I see it. Hmm. Where can I buy some sense of urgency.....?
photospam:
our Single Camera Production PSA - mostly the girls' hard work, i really can't edit for nuts
So grateful for my superbly lovely groupmates ♡
muacks
when Jm came to crash my place last weekend ♡
so much love for this retarded girl, one of the few I can relate so well to in tp
Car wash for a good cause - fundraising for CMM's Cambodia OCP last friday!
also made me realise how weak I am physically. haha.
did I mention how much I'm growing to love this bunch of people?
Even though I see them perpetually everyday, meetings/dinners with never gets boring, and despite how annoying some of them can get sometimes (LOL) I honestly really enjoy their presence.
No matter how shitty my day went, I know there'll always be someone to listen to me rant/make me laugh when I go to the room. Hahaha hope none of them are reading this..............
Which reminds me, the year 3s are going on SIP really soon. Gonna miss them so much while they're gone. Sigh gonna be much quieter without them for sure ☹☹☹.
love my comm ♡♡ #BSC 12/13
BBQ @ Ah Gu's place on National Day! Some family time and finally got to see the cousins, aunts and uncles I've been missing.
Haha, all of us are so sporting, decked in bright red.
And of course, TP's National Day Celebration! Such a nice picture of the BSC family.
trying out our photo formation Boonzxzx came up with... which, as you can see, is totally not feasible. HAHAHAHAHA had a good laugh though
#TALON at the mass district dinner!!
I am the queen.
OK enough of the photo vomit.
My life now is really just school > bsc > home > work > sleep > school
3am.......... I should sleep soon. Need the brain capacity to study tomorrow. Opened up my BMR lecture slides and got a horrific shock. There's soooOoOo much to study?!? But I will not be discouraged!!! A for BMR here I come.
On a side note, EPL is starting this weekend (ahhhh how on Earth am I supposed to concentrate on studying.....?!?!) let's go #Arsenal!!!!!!! New season, new captain! ✌
Oh, and I got myself 4 new books at a book fair last weekend... time to start reading again! Nerd mode is on. Shall finish them during the holidays. I will draw up a holiday to-do-list very soon, when I'm done with the dreaded examinations.
Update again soon.
good night x