Hit by a brick

                     

Hi, I'm feeling real good now!

But today didn't start off very well. So I took some alone time, hopped onto a long bus ride and had an even longer walk home later. I must say, I'm beginning to love long walks alone, especially at night. They are so so therapeutic. I can't take long rides on public transport, but I take pleasure in walking. I can just plug in my music and drift off to my own world, gazing at the passing cars, flashing traffic lights, unsuspecting pedestrians. Often, passers-by will stop me for directions, and it satisfies me when I am able to direct them to their destination.

Thinking back, wherever I went, whatever I did previously, I always needed someone to be there with me. In short, I detested the idea of being alone. Was I just being insecure? But recently, I've come to the realisation that being alone is part of growing up. More importantly, that there is nothing wrong with being alone, and alone time is necessary.

blahblahblah word vomit........... i feel like i'm typing an incoherent essay 

Been going back to school every single day even though it's the holidays.......... ☹ then again I hate idling around at home and my poor wallet can't sustain me going out every single day. I've really been overspending recently, going on shopping sprees and splurging on food. Geez.

snapshots of my mundane life:

short catch-up session over lunch with my fav butch today! ☺kenot wait to meet the rest of the clique on Sunday.

yesterday with this girl @AlmightyJM

Went to town from school, shopped at H&M and 313, then went back to Bedok 85 because she was craving for the above noodles...... Basically, we walked, shopped and ate alot. And we got lost because I forced her to walk everywhere with me when I had no idea where I was going hehe

♡

during Saturday's meeting

dinner @ Pepper Lunch with Zach and (big)Sheryl last week: 

(not so) baby bro's birthday dinner @ Nakhon:

Happy birthday, you'll always be a little baby to me. Maybe because you're mummy's boy. Or that you love being retarded when you're at home. Continue being the obedient, studious and disciplined little kid you've always been, I'm sure you'll go far!

puirui helped me dye my hair last week! ☺Supposed to be reddish, but it turned more brown than red. Copperish, i'd say.

well it sure looks red here, I guess it's because the two pictures were taken the night I dyed it.

Did my nails too, mom got me a new polish! But yknow what, I'm never gonna use that blingy enamel again. It's a bitch to remove!!!!!

Er there's some problem with Jacky's phone, his texts keep getting delivered to my bsc mail as e-mails HAHAHA 

Which I must mention, some tard hacked my bsc mail and changed my password (?!?!?) I am so annoyed!!!!!! I had to try countless times before I could finally get back in......-

Oh hi, it's Mun my poodle, I've missed you!!!!

Rarely getting to meet/talk to her even though we're in the same course now. ☹

nommm

Sentosaaaaa!!!!

I'm cool because I lie everywhere like a hobo.

And presenting to you, the POWER RANGERSSSSSS!!!!!!!! 

4 MORE DAYS TO CAMBODIA!!! Although all the briefings and prep are really a chore, but I'm pretty sure it'll be worth it. Gonna have so much fun in Siem Reap with the cmm peeps!!!! It'll be an eye-opener for me, never been to any of the CMLB countries. But no, I am not gonna eat any fried crickets........

Can't decide whether I should follow for the year-end family trip too, sigh. I'll be missing so much in Singapore, plus I have responsibilities here... On the other hand, really want the family time, and I've never been to Harbin, plus I missed out last year already.

Hate hate hate making decisions omg ☹☹ everyone's saying I should just go though...

Believe it or not, a month of holidays just whizzed past like that. And when we're back from Cambodia, there's just a bit over 2 weeks left. Then it's hello semester 2.2. Mehhhhhh.

I can't come up with something new
It doesn't really matter what I do
So here's my observation
You could never see it through my eyes
And I'm too tired to try

Please, let this be worth it.

Nighty night ☁☁